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might be lying here for a while, and you have a lot of things to do. And then there is your family…” “Stop talking about that,” Jasyn frowned, “And finally stop speaking so formally” Bagila looked at him carefully. “You have become affectionate. Am I wrong?” “God forbid!” Jasyn answered, although in his heart he admitted that it was so. “I’d be old by now if I did.” Bagila laughed, there was some truth in this joke. The nurse, Malika and Jasyn himself willingly joined her laughter. They also talked about some little things, Jasyn tried to joke. Finally, the nurse remembered why she was in the room and began to rush them. “Fly back tomorrow,” Bagila managed to say with ease. “I’m asking from the bottom of my heart.” “Am I going to stop you from getting sick properly if I stay here?” “Yes. In this state, it is difficult for me to see you. Besides… my father is arriving in two days. The doctors informed him. If he sees you so suddenly… Well, you understand!” “Of course, I understand…” Jasyn pursed his lips. He started thinking, “Her father will see me and nothing good will come of it. I’ve lived for this, yet there is nothing I can say!” He smiled bitterly. “I’m not allowed to love anymore. I can do everything else; I have the right… These damned rules, nothing ever happens on time. Where was she when I was single when everything was ahead of me? Is it really necessary to lose something equally precious in order to find something else? Why is that?” He fervently squeezed Bagila’s hand. “Come on, when you arrive in Almaty, let’s go and walk in the park?” “Are you going to get some ice cream?” She smiled ironically. “I don’t know, I kind of want some…” He shrugged. “Well first. you need to be in Almaty.” The next day he came to say goodbye to Bagila. “Goodbye, Sur. Remember, the first thing I will do when you arrive in Almaty is drag you to the park!” “Oh, what a hero!” “Don’t laugh. I’ll be offended! “Looks like we switched roles! Okay, I’ve already agreed with you,” she turned to the window so that he would not see her tears. Malika rushed to calm Bagila, but her attempt to caress the girl backfired, Bagila wept limply. Malika looked at Jasyn, in

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